Elation

I am the happiest i've been in as long as i can remember. When you are absolutely certain about how you feel about someone whats the point in waiting? I am so happy we are together, and i care about you so much, I miss you already but I take solace in the fact that no matter how far apart we are, I still always feel so close to you. i cant wait till i can see you again, ill be counting the days.......

I have learned that neither time nor distance changes the way you feel about someone, especially someone that can make you happy without even having to try. i had an amazing time in Madison this weekend, and i'm sad it had to end. goodbyes are never easy, but it helps a lot when its just a "see you soon"

Jealousy

jealousy is an ugly thing......

sleepless....

totally running on empty right now, last night was filled with 20 min of sleep and then dreams i didnt want to see in which i woke myself up to escape...i dont know how many restless nights i'll have to put up with before they stop......i do have next weekend to look forward to though, i cant wait to go up to madison. and last weekend in iowa was a blast too, and i should be getting my matches tickets in the mail any day, its nice to have things to look forward to.