missing pieces

this was a facebook note, but i guess ill put it on here, i might be having a lot to say lately and i found it helps to write things down.

time is crawling by at a snails pace.......i wish i could fast forward ahead to 25 days from now. The earlier i wake up the more it feels like a longer day i have to go without seeing you. if i constantly keep myself busy i find i don't think about things as much, everything i do though doesn't seem quite as fun, like a part of me is removed. all summer i was dreading school starting, people leaving. but now i almost want it to start just so i can have something to do to pass the time faster. the best part of my days is when we talk, and after that its just like waiting until we do again. but i think it would all be worth it, because i care about you more than i know how.